Despite having all the necessary tools and supplies at my disposal (including 50 manilla covers already screen printed), I've been dragging my feet on production of the PAPR*PAPR. In fact, up until this post, I'd pretty much stopped moving forward with this "project." The problem is rooted in the fact that I'm still very uncertain what I'm doing, ie: what's my motivation, what kind of response am I looking for, and even what did people like about the first two issues.

Here's a little note I wrote myself in my sketch book this past month. It is as close as I've come so far to pinning a mission statement. Truly, one of the greatest impetuses was access to a FREE photocopier on Tulane's campus. Lame as it sounds, the fact that I technically wasn't supposed to use it fed my renegade impulses and made me feel a little subversive.
The point is I found a cheap and abundant source for printing paper that I wanted to seize upon. Now I've gotten to the point where I'd be willing to actually pay for those resources at Kinko's if I had to (and I probably will once I get back to school and find said-copier has an access-code installed).
But whether I like it or not that raises the stakes of the production. The PAPR*PAPR has begun to teach me very basic economics. The last two issues I've given away for free, as my goal was to make the PAPR*PAPR as accessible as possible. But what I'm struggling with is giving the paper value. I've poured a lot of time and energy ( but not too much money) into this project and so far the return has been minimal. How do you all think I could get a better return on this?
I'm thankful for the praise people have given me and hearing,
"Oh Bud! I read your magazine and thought it was really cool"
is encouraging but only to a point. The reason I've been inactive recently is because I've run out of motivation to carry on and the reason I've run out of motivation seems to be because I have no idea of the value of what it is I've got.I need a little more "something" to keep me pumped about staying up late in a fluorescent lighted office basement at night. If I could tie it into to some other projects people are working on that would be awesome. The PAPR*PAPR definitely needs to grow bigger and beyond me.
Until then I'ma get back to the presses and cook up something cool to look at. I just have to work through this rut I'm in and I would like to hear some advice from you in the meantime.
B